Saturday, July 31, 2010

Impossible-Shontelle

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you’re done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (i was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

foe sure (':

' saya bukan Superman awak ' yea , foe sure . you're not my Superman anymore . and I am not happy with that . You don't even know that i've cried just because of you . Every night before i go to bed . I kept thinking about you while i denied it when i called you . You don't even know my feelings because I know each time I told you I Miss You or I Love You , you won't believe me anymore . and I'm pretty sure , now all you gonna believe is when I say I Hate You . I am very sure about that . Just few things I want you to know . I never ever think to hate you . even though you are not my Superman anymore , I will always remember you as Amir Firdaus ('':

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Kawan (:

haha , aku suka . thanks kawan . dah jadi kawan balik . normal thing in life lah kan ? haha , gadoh kawan gadoh kawan . macam bangang je lah pulak . haha , but i'm glad kita semua dah berubah . aku pun rase diri aku dah berubah doh . ( perasan ) eh , tapi betul lah , aku terasa macam TERubah . haha , boleh tak cakap macam tu ? alah , boleh kan je lah , hoho . Aku dengan Shukri pun memang dah sangat lah okay . Haha , tak sabar doh Dinner 17/7 nanti . Ape die nak buat ha ? Takot oh , dia cakap dia akan buat something yang aku tak kan lupa sampai bila bila . Grr , kejam oh . Bila tanye tak nak jawab . Haha , tak pe tak pe . Just wait and see je lah . Haha ,

Aku suka doh kita dah get back together . Macam Dolu-Dolu . Hahah , tak lah . Kita sekarang kawan macam biase je kan ? I like it this way , Friend (: Aku tak kesah pun if korang nak percaye aku lagi ke tak . It's up to you guys . Aku tak kesah . And aku tak kesah korang nak anggap aku ape . Hoho , That's Just Me (:

Okay lah , gtg . Dah mengantuk . Malas nak type panjang panjang dah (: oh oh , and btw , 87 more days to PMR . God ! Takot gilaaaa ! Haha , wish me luck ey ? (:

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Holiday

Dude , holiday . Damn awesome ! Hoho , pergi Pulau Pinang , Sabah , Melaka . Bestt gilaaa . I thought bosan sangat . Sekali memang best gilaa . Rindu oh nak holiday lagi .

Pergi Pulau Pinang memang best doh . Wah , memang lah , dengan ex kot . Hoho , so , while bercuti , dating sekali . Pergi Pinang , naik Cruise . Dude , rasa macam dekat Titanic doh . Hoho , angin atas kapal tu , pergh , sejuk gila . Lagi tambah hujan pulak . Huish , menggigil . Dah tu , bilik dia agak kecik . Duuh , ada mak cik mak cik tu memang tak reti bahasa . Orang cakap naik Cruise tak boleh tidur sebab ada game . Dorang lagi tidur nyenyak gila dalam bilik . Kitorang bengang gilaa , then lantak kau lah mak cik . Hoho , lepas tu , dekat atas tu . Kitorang main game , many many game , interesting game . Hoho , ade ke something yang lembut tu act taik , then orang tu cakap Jambu ? Haha , kelakar gilaa doh . Gelak gila gila lah . Hoho , then mabok laut pulak . Memang tidur je lah sebab tak tahan dah . Mengantuk gila . Lepas tu , pagi tu , balik rumah kawan mama . Relax , tidur huaaarggghh , sedap oh . Haha , then , makan and balik . Gelang Shukri lupa nak pulang kan , bawak balik . Then , terus dia bagi . Hoho . Thanks Bie <3 (ex saje)

Then , the next day , semua orang datang rumah pulak . Tidur rumah , sebab the next day nak pergi sabah . Dude , Sabah memang cantik gila tempat dia . So many interesting place oh . First , pergi Tawau . Ada meeting , then the next day pergi Samporna . Cantik gilaaa tempat dia . Huishh , memang menarik . Hoho , pergi Samporna , duduk atas air . Haha , dah tempat dia memang macam tu . Hoho , then dah sampai Samporna , pergi pulak dekat ada satu tempat nie , alamak , lupa pulak nama dia . Hee , tapi memang best , orang laut je semua . Kitorang sampai sampai , semua orang duduk atas planta , tunggu kitorang , sambil tu , dorang tengah buat ape tah dengan rumpai laut . Then , bila sampai , kitorang letak beg then orang tu tanye siapa nak tengok (haish lupa lagi name dia) . Then , kitorang turun , dalam laut yang cetek tu . Haha , kitorang pegang binatang tu , ambik gambar . Besar oh , macam Kerang . Tapi if dia tertutup , and kita pegang , dia tak kan terbukak . But , ada satu tu , kitorang ambik , ikan tersepit dekat situ . Dia tengah makan . Hoho , then semua orang dah nak naik . Then , aku cakap tak payah lah naik lagi , nak tengok star fish . Then , budak budak dekat situ , pergi carik star fish untok kitorang . Alaa , baik nye dorang nie . Hoho , banyak pulak . Then , kitorang cakap , tak payah carik dah , biar kitorang carik sendiri . Hoho , kelaka oh bila carik . Benda lain kitorang jumpa . Then , budak budak tu , lompat dari planta turun masok laut . Macam interesting , so aku and adik aku pun apa lagi . Terjun saja laa , haha . Best doh , terjun naik terjun naik terjun naik . Ada sekali tu , bila terjun , duduk sekejap . Penat . Then budak budak tu datang and tanye ' kak nama apa kak ? ' Jawab lah , ' nana ' . Then ada sorang budak tu cakap ' oh nama saya ricco , ini itu ini itu (bagi tau name , tapi tak ingat) , akak orang mana kak ? kl atau kk ? ' aku jawab lah , ' kl ' . Then , dia cakap ' oh , saya pernah pergi kk tapi tak pernah pergi kl ' . Memang macam tersentuh oh bila dia cakap macam tu . Then , since that perkenalan , kitorang rapat . Bila nak jump je , Ricco mane Ricco ? Hoho , kawan kawan dia semua jealous . Tapi kitorang semua baik . Then , bila makan dorang semua tak makan , dorang lompat . Then , after habis makan Ricco cakap , kakak turun lah . Aku cakap , nanti lah baru lepas makan , then tengok dorang best je lompat , ape lagi . Lompat je lah . Hoho , then petang tu , balik . The next day , nak balik . Tapi Dr. Nash tak balik . So , ada lah something yang tergantung dekat phone terjatuh , then simpan . So , apa lagi , bagi lah dekat Ricco sebagai kenangan . Hoho , Rindu Dorang Semua .

Then , the next day pulak pagi pagi pergi melaka . Melaka dah banyak kali pergi , so macam bosan lah . Malam tu , after sampai , pergi Cow Boy Town . Whoaa , banyak berubah maa tempat dia . Hoho , then balik tiduuuuur . The next day , pergi Water World . Hoooaa , tempat tu ada kenangan ! First met dengan ex . Haish , dia selamat kan saya lah . Haha , thought benda tu akan ulang balik . Tapi , things won't be the same . Tak kan semua orang nak selamat kan aku lagi . Haha , besides aku pun dah boleh pergi tempat dalam . So ? Haha , tapi ada je yang mengusha . Haha , sampai abang yang jaga tempat slide tu pun same . Haha , kelaka laa . Then , malam tu , sorang pun tak keluar makan . Lapar , dah lah demam . Haha , berendam je . Haishh , tambah demam tu . Hoho , then the next day , pergi Safari World . Dalam tu , pergi elephant show . Hoho , Uncle Borhan kena pijak dengan gajah . Hoho , then pergi Bird Show . Dude , aku pegang burung . Interesting man . Aku rasa time tu , macam dunia ni aku je yang punya . Sebab , there's a Dove at my hand . Dua ekor . And lagu pulak time tu lagu Titanic ( My Heart Will Go On ) . Dengan pengacara tu cakap , ' burung ni melambang kan kesetiaan ' . Gosh , I just Wish Someone Was There With Me . Then pergi Wild Wild West Show . Basah , dorang simbah air . Haha . Tapi Best . Then , petang tu balik . Malam pergi kelas , Shukri bawa kawan kawan dia . Baru nak cerita . Tak jadi terus . Hoho , tak ape , besok jumpa lagi .

And , hari ni . Hari paling membosan kan . Hoho , ingat nak keluar but then , tak jadi . Grr , mama lah tak kasi . Dusssh , hampeh , ingat nak tengok Lagenda Budak Setan . Haishh , Apish pun tak ada kereta mahu bawa saya keluar jalan jalan . Haha , tak pe . Beli dvd je lah . Boleh nangis puas puas . Haha .

Okay , besok , pergi kelana jaya . Tolong mama edar flyers . Hoho , okay lah . Gotta pack . Sebab nak tidur rumah lama . Chaw malii . <3

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

What The Blog ?

I Have No Idea What To Do Else With My Blog -.-'
Help Me Find Anything To Insert In My Blog -.-'
Tell Me Anything So That I Can Write It In My Blog -.-'
Dude , This Boring Blog Is My Blog -.-'

Monday, May 24, 2010

Superman

There are no words, to paint a picture of you girl
Your eyes, those curves, it's like you're from some other world
You walk my way, oh god it's so frustrating.

So why do I disappear when you come near,
It makes me feel so small,
Why do I blow my lines, most every time,
It's like I got no chance at all,

If I could be your superman,
I'd fly you to the stars and back again.
Cos every time you touched my hand,
You feel my powers running through your veins
But I can only write this song,
And tell you that I'm not that strong.
Cos I'm no superman, I hope you like me as I am.

It ain't no lie, I have to tell you how I feel,
Each time, I try it gets a little more unreal,
You say my name, oh God I can't stop shaking.

So why do I disappear when you come near,
It makes me feel so small,
If I could read your mind,
Girl would I find, any trace of me at all.

If I could be your superman,
I'd fly you to the stars and back again.
Cos every time you touched my hand,
You feel my powers running through your veins
But I can only write this song,
And tell you that I'm not that strong.
Cos I'm no superman, I hope you like me as I am.

Selamat Tinggal , Kawan .


' Selamat tinggal drama queen ' . Yes , aku tahu aku memang drama queen . Thank You sangat sebab bagi nick tu dekat aku . Memang layak sangat . Atleast I do realize my self . That I'm Not That Perfect . Tak macam Kawan Baru Kau tu . Diri dia pun sama , tapi tak sedar . Kau nak cakap aku ? Oh lupa . Kan kau baru kawan dengan dia , so memang lah kau tak kenal dia sangat . Dude , I Know Her Very Well . So , kau just be careful lah eh dengan dia (:

Huh , best friend sampai mati ? Babe , kau boleh belah aje . Bodoh bodoh , memang lah semua salah aku , tapi perlu ke kau nak buat macam tu ? Memang betul lah ape cikgu suruh aku buat . Find A New Environment . Lucky , cikgu suruh aku pindah sekolah . Memang aku nak sangat dari dulu . Jauh dari kau . Sebab aku tau , kau memang tak boleh jadi best friend sampai mati aku . Kita tak same . Kita tak ade chemistry . Kau buat hal kau , and buat aku terase . Aku buat hal aku , and buat kau terase . Tapi aku sedar , aku buat silap . Kau ade sedar ? Tak , you just Go On with Your Attitude . Aku sedih sangat ade kawan macam kau . Tapi memang lucky lah aku gadoh dengan kau hari tu . Kira puas hati aku lah , dapat lepas kan everything . Depan kau and dekat cikgu . Memang hari tu , aku nak naik tangan . Tapi sebab kau kawan aku , Sumpah aku tak sanggup . Aku sayang kau , tapi kau buat aku macam sampah , buat ape lagi aku nak sayang kau kan ? Kau pun dah ade kawan baru , so , buat ape lagi aku nak kesah . Babe , aku tak jealous langsung tengok korang . Sebab aku pun dah happy with my own life . Aku memang happy dari dulu lagi . Dulu , sebab korang ade . But now , sebab aku dah boleh hidup sendiri . Thanks to you guys . (':

Guys , Now I Can Live My Life Back . With a Support From My True Best Friend , That Accept Me Who ever I am . Aku dah boleh hidup balik . Kalau tak dulu , aku memang tak boleh hidup tanpa korang . Then I realize , korang nak kawan yang perfect . Yang Baik , Caring and everything . Maybe ape yang aku tulis dekat sini , and if korang bace , korang maybe dah tak percaya aku . But just Trust me for once , Aku Pernah Sayang Korang Gila Gila Babi . Tapi tu semua Dulu . Sekarang , Aku ada yang Lebih Penting Dari Korang . My Family , My Girlfriends . Dorang accept who ever I am . Dorang tak kesah . Sebab dorang tau , this is me . If aku nak change , then aku boleh change . So sekarang nie , I am trying my best to change fer Them yang aku Sayang Gila Gila Babi . And sudah tentu Bukan Lagi Korang . So , Like Shukri said to me , 'Selamat Tinggal , Drama Queen .' Tapi aku , Selamat Tinggal , Kawan yang Hebat ' (':