holidayy. ;D

huaa, bapak best, bosan holiday niee. huuue. haru haru. kire okay lah jugak kan. ade lah jugak kelua pegi jalan jalan. haiyaa. satu malaysia whoaa, except sabah and sarawak lah. hee. pusing pusing. bapak best doe. haha. haish, tapi yang tak best nye asal ade meeting je, kene jumpe die. then, kene lepak dgan die. haishh. bosan, lepas tu cakap pasal benda yang sama jee. haishh. jealous doe, serious jealous. grr, nak je cekik die time tu. haha. tapi tak bole lah, nanti tak pasal pasal dapat nick name pembunuh. hish, bess jugak. haha. banyak laah.

hailaa, besok dah new year.! tak sabar ouh. haha. tapi agak sedih doe. this new year tak dapat nak celebrate dgan apish yang bengong tuu. padahal die yang dulu cakap nak celebrate same same. tau lah dah habes spm. lupe semua janji die. entah die ingat lagi ke tak janji yang dia nak hanta aku pegi sekolah. grr, entah lah. terpakse lah celebrate sensorang tahon nie. huee. haru haru. nak nanges doe. serious nak nanges. huue. sampai hati kau apish, bia aku celebrate sensorang. hee. tak pe, nanti tahon depan kau celebrate lah sensorang. haha, padan muka kau. hee.

school holiday, haish. banyak betol pengalaman i guess. haha. bess pulak. macam macam kot. ade kelua dgan sedare. tapi memang gempak doe. haha. pegi tengok wayang, then pegi karaoke. hee. best doe. tengok wayang cerita avatar dkat jj. memang gempak and chantek gila tempat dia. haha. then pegi karaoke dkat kp. huaa, semua lagu lama lama. haha. biase lah dengan sedara kann? hee. ta kesah asal kan dapat kelua kan? hee. memang sangat gempak doe. haha.

semalam pegi kelas pidato dkat cheras, kl. huaa. best doe. haha. almost jadi mc lagi. tapi tak jadi. selalu kena baca sajak sahabat sajaa. hee. lepas nie usahawan pulaa. haha. best tapi. hee. ;D apaa lah. hari tuu lawan dapat first pulak. memang gempakkk.! haha. best doe. juare pidato kategori sekolah menengah. best and bangge gilak doe. haha. ;D

kawan kawan, iloveyou guys doe. apesal lah korang dah sangat berubah? hailaa, aku tak faham. tapi tidak mengapa lah. haha. aku masih ada kawan yang laen, bukan? lagi lagi dkat profile aku tuh. semua amat special bagi aku. haha. dorang lah yang bina balek wonderwall aku yang dah habes runtoh sebab korang yang tak menghargai. skema lah pulak. tapi tak pe lah. korang tetap kawan aku. sampai mati pon korang tetap kawan aku. ;) aku tetap sayang korang even korang tak anggap aku kawan korang lagi. hee, aku sangat suke korang buat aku mcam tu doe. ;D thanx, kawan.! ;D

jalanjalan. ;D

woah, cuti nie gilak best. serious doe. haha. ;D banyak pegi jalanjalan. hari tu pegi terengganu, bess lah jugak. then, pegi kl. then melake. whhuu. ;D

dkat kl memang serious bess, haha. orang meeting kite dating. haha. mane ade dating daa. haha. parents meeting dkat dlam hotel. tapi kite pegi kelua jalanjalan. siap pegi time square lagi tuu. haha. dah tu, pegi time square bukan buat ape, maen bowling. haha. i wonn.!! bess doe. haha. lepas tu, bole pulak terserempak dgan ex merangkap abang angkat. haha. mcam tu pulak. tapi memang betol. terjumpe die. saje uh tanye buat ape dkat sini. die ckap 'saje nak jumpe adek'. taw lah die bole buat friend finder. tak perlu lah nak ekot. hailaa. manusiemanusie. pelek betol. heh. dah tuu. die tgok je aku maen bowling. die dkat dlam smoking room. time tu jugak, anak mak aku dkat dlam tu. naseb baek tak kenal. whuuu. aku dkat lane 12, die tengok je. lastlast aku tak puas hati, aku suro die pegi dkat toilet. jumpe die, tanye ape die nak. haha. kan dah kene. teros belah mcam tu je. (saket hati kot). wee. mengong betol kot.

dkat melake pon agak best uh, even 1 hari je. balek kl teros pegi melake. haha. agak bess lah. bcos, orang yang tak pernah rapat dgan aku bole tibetibe rapat dgan aku. tak ke pelek? haha. sanad pelek. wee. tapi die mmang dah rapat dgan aku. untill now, sampai dkat ms die and ms aku mesti ade kitorang. wee, sanad menghargai nye lah sayangs. ;D uh god, rindu doe nak jalanjalan lagi dgan dorang semue. gilak gempak doe. haha. sanad bestt.

so, sapesape ade kawan, hargai lah merekaa. haha. (gila skema doe) tapi memang betol oh. jage ah dorang baekbaek. haha. (eh, perasan tak, post yang nie ade bgi taw pengajaran die lah.) haha. bengong. ;D hailaa, gtg noww laah. tatatititutu. ;D iheartyouu. :)

sayang. <3

sayang, having you in my entire life is a miracle. i love you a load. yes i do. just dont wanna lose you. you're my everything, hun. you're just way to perfect for me. im happy with you by my side. ;) yes i do. the first time i met you. i feel like the moon and the stars is mine. the sky, is mine. and the whole world is mine. and the only thing that i will never forget is you. you are mine. i cant lose you. no. i wont lose you.! and thats for sure.! iloveyou, sayang. i really do.

p/s: people, this guy is mine. so back off, bitch.!

its short but it is from my deepest heart ever. ;)

red hot chilli peppers-californication

Psychic spies from china
Try to steal your mind’s elation
Little girls from sweden
Dream of silver screen quotations
And if you want these kind of dreams
It’s californication
It’s the edge of the world
And all of western civilization
The sun may rise in the east
At least it settles in the final location
It’s understood that hollywood
Sells californication

Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Celebrity skin is this your chin
Or is that war your waging

First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of californication
Dream of californication

Marry me girl be my fairy to the world
Be my very own constellation
A teenage bride with a baby inside
Getting high on information
And buy me a star on the boulevard
It’s californication

Space may be the final frontier
But it’s made in a hollywood basement
Cobain can you hear the spheres
Singing songs off station to station
And alderon’s not far away
It’s californication

Born and raised by those who praise
Control of population everybody’s been there and
I don’t mean on vacation

First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of californication
Dream of californication

Destruction leads to a very rough road
But it also breeds creation
And earthquakes are to a girl’s guitar
They’re just another good vibration
And tidal waves couldn’t save the world
From californication

Pay your surgeon very well
To break the spell of aging
Sicker than the rest
There is no test
But this is what you’re craving

First born unicorn
Hard core soft porn
Dream of californication
Dream of californication

a pal.? brother.? nor a boyfie.?

who is he.? amat jelas, aku anggap die as my abang. but him.? anggap aku as what.? his friends ckap, he always talk about me and ckap yang aku is his girl. not adek.? then, ex die tanye. tepakse je lah jawab yeah. im his. <3. god. menakotkan betol. bile tgok kawankawan happy, and sad sebab couple. grr. entah lah. bile happy tu rase mcam jealous amat. tapi bile tgok dorang sad and break, oh god. rase mcam tak nak couple dgan sapesape pon. hhaha. kesian betol dorang kan. tapi dorang still lucky. ade orang laen yang sayang dorang. ;) im happy for you guys. ;) even i ade boyfie, tapi rase mcam tak ade. sbab im too straight in my study. patot ke mcam tu.? huuh. exam dah habes. suppose to be back to normal. tapi kenape rase mcam tak nak jadi normal balek. normal means here, tak nak jadi nana yang dulu. nak jadi nana yang selalu study. (eh bukan nerd tauk) bhaha. and maybe sbab aku tak nak diganggu and tak nak mengaku yang aku adde boyfie. whhaa.? pelek gilak doe. heh. ;D nak break, tapi rase mcam tak sanggop. why ah.? adoy. confuse aa. hm. need to relax and think deeply. okay nana.? be chill. ;) (ckap dkat diri sndri). alright. gotta go now, chill. oh yeah. im happy bila ade orang berani to say they love me. ;) mcam WHAAA. bapak kaw best. tapi, tak boole happy sangat pulak. nanti ade orang mara lah, tak suke lah. nana, think deeper lahh.! haha. gilak betol. ;) new hobby, menanges. bhahaha. :D

fight.? new cars.?

fight.? wow. yes. big fight.! grr. semue sbb someone yang mulot gila keco and tak bole belah. susa doe ade membe yang mcam too.! aku tak faham perangai die doe. serious, tak bole buad kawan tapi lawan. hadoyai. mcam kimak pon ade. yg sorang lagi pulak, pecaye gila babeng dkat minah too. amek kaw. tak aku yang kene. grr. saket gilaaaa hati.! knape mesti wujod minah tak tentu pasal dkat dunie nieh hah.? adoy.! knape.? knape lah.!! i hate her.! amat benci die lah. haih. batu api suda smstinye buad kaw.! GOTOHELL, lah people.! shoshshosh.!

now crite laen pulak. haha. gilaa gempak. haha. adoy. my father. beli kereta baru. exora gituuh. haha. terjeritjerit doe aku tadik. amek skolah. bess gila bpak aa. haha. kerete warne hitam. BKN 595. waw. haha. bessbess. :D

p/s: untok kau bitch.! go and die.!

hav fun in the exam weeks.?

haha. hav fun huh.? kepale ferum kau.! exam nak hav fun. maw mati loe. haruharu. huh. susa pulak exam smlam. mcam nak mati jea. lagilagi agame. huaa. dah lah bace buku semue yg tak kluar. ngeee. ngeri doe. grr.

can you take me higher?
to a place where blind men see
can you take me higher?
to a place with golden streets

its a lyrics from higher sang by creed. tak taw kenape suke gilak dgan lagu nie. its kindda best mendengar. haha. putus fius da(kan lyna.?) lol.

that bangang memang tak faham doe. aku dah ckap jgan ganggu ktorang, tak fahamfaham. nak aku cakp dlam bhase ape lagi deh.? india.? cine.? pakistan.?(eh tak reti pon) grr. back off lah loser. taking chance jea. carik lah kawan sendri. nak populariti back off jea.!

oh gosh.! (gasp)

oh gosh.! seriously gila takot oh dkat sekolah tdi. bpak ayam betol poket aku neh. tau ak. tdi, um. well, im in a group that is kindda ehemehem. haha. (no hurt feelings girlfriends) so tdi. i bawak phone pegi sekolah. adoy, entah mcam mane entah. my phone bole terjatoh. dah lah time tu ade kp(ketue pengawas) and anak buah die sorang. tgah borakborak pasal ape tah. buat ape nak find out kan. its none of my business anyway. haha. sambung yah. tngah dudok. then teringat nak pegi book shop. lepas tu, mcam mane tah i bgon teros jato. i bangon and make one turn, then i amek and puseng balek ikot turn yang tdi. dah mcam zapin dah tauk.! haha. cuak gila. then anak mak cik canteen tuh pandang kerek gila. bodo punye budak.! haha. naseb baek tak ade apeape doe. buat tecabot bulu ayam jea. haha. then tdi, my boyfie kene tahan polis. bodo gile. sbab lepak jea. gila bungek pak cik polis tuh. haha. haih pak cik neh. jgan lah boyfie saye pak cik nak tahan. nanti, saye nak mengadu dkat siape lagi. LOL. gila betol doe. menyeram kan. huh. betaubat dah lepas neh. haha. betaubat lah sngat. eh, dah lah. gtg now. ngantok and my boyfie is going to make a call. wish me good nyte. mwahx.! good nyte. ;)

that bitch.!

wife saye. :)
tytot

wifewife and enemy saye. :)
rumah najihah

wife saye. :)
chamynandcha

kekasih saye. :)

lyna :)

hey bitch.! grr. kau memang bengap.! aku suda ckap kan. jgan dekat dgan aku, boyfie aku and wifeywifey aku.! kau tak fahamfaham lagi kea.? grr. bodo betol. damn irritating lah kau.! naseb baek ade yang cool me down. huh. kalau tak, time tu jugak aku dah belasa kau. dah lah time tu tgah panas, lagi kau panas kan aku. teros fire burning aku.! huh. menyaket kan hati bila kau dkat dgan kitorang. who likes you men.? cermin diri tu dulu before nak ckap burok pasal org laen.! bodo betol. dorang aku punye tau bengap.! huh. back off bitch.!

tinggal kenangan. :'(

Pernah ada rasa cinta antara kita

kini tinggal kenangan
ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu
oh bintangku

jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
disini aku merindukan dirimu
ingin kucoba mencari penggantimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu
oh kekasih

Pernah ada rasa cinta antara kita
kini tinggal kenangan
ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu
oh bintangku

jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
disini aku merindukan dirimu
ingin kucoba mencari penggantimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu
oh kekasih

p/s:dedicated to someone

suffering pulak :)

suffering.? its just a title. :) kalau suffering di sekolah, jgan tanye. i'll tell you by my own. :D

monday, adoy hari ini saje suda kene bebel with my mother. study hard nana, exam suda dkat. yeah ma, nana belaja lah. (padahal tak pun). haha. serious, buku pon banyak hilang. (i makan kot.?)

tuesday, hmm. ape yeah.? nothing happen i guess. oh yeah.! fight with my abang angkat lah. adoy, sedih amat pulak. :( tak ingat lah why. hm, sory yeah abg. imissyou, :'(

wednesday, since this day, semua kucar kacir.! adoy. i went to school in the morning. then, tytot bawa guitar. die suro i bawak jugak. but i refuse of course. tak pasalpasal kene rampas. huue. then, nak buat folio jugak. lepak dkat depan lah kan, then tibetibe cekgu disiplin dtg. pergh, kecut gila time tuu. igt die dtg petang. adoyai, dgan phone dkat atas ribe. huuh. tak pasalpasal kene panggel. masok bilek penolong kanan whoaa. first, kecut. then, she just said 'itu kawasan sekolah rendah blablabla'. in that serious case tuu, she make a joke. mcam bangang jea pulak. haha. then lepas tuu, gitar tytot kene tahan smpai balek. haha. kesian doe. :) then, we make a decision balek canteen haleena. okey lah. then, lepak dkat depan. lepas tuu, tak pasalpasal. i terduduk atas BUBBLEGUM. adoy. saket hati gilaa. naseb baek haleena ade baju spare. kalau tidak, doesnt even know what to do. haru gila. then pulak, mkan ice cream dkat canteen haleena. lepas tu, ice cream itu tumpah atas my scarf. menjerit lah time tuu. grr. dah lah baju kene bubblegum. scarf kene ice cream pulak. gile bengong aa. pegi sekolah tudong ikat. like mak cek dkat pasar dah. haha.

thursday, dtg pagi lagi. kononkonon nak siap kan folio. lastlast, balek ruma gha. lepak dkat situ dgan pyka sekali. fine aa tak ape. then pegi lah sekolah. lepas tuu, pegi mkan dkat sebelah skolah. tunnggu amenk gha lah. skolah masok at 1.40. tapi ktorang masok at 2.30. isnt that crazy gila. haha. tapi si AMENK tuu tak datang pun. grr. bengang jea. haha. that nyte pulak, i mengadu dkat boyfee i yang ade org kacau. then, die pegi maki budak tuu. haha. gila kelaka tau. that nyte pulak, gayot dgan boyfee sebab birthday die and anniversary kitorang. wee. fantastic gila. haha.

friday, normal day. tapi firstfirst ingat ade spot check. gempak aa jugak. lastlast tak ade. haha. siot gila.

haa. agak malang kan this week.? haha. oke lah. gotta go now. nak pegi kenduri. wee, makanmakan. :) daa.


p/s:iloveyou, kawankawan. :]

un-break my heart by toni braxton

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on